upside down/inside out.
stressed, stressed like banana.
unsuccessful to enter nus twice, failed to secure scholarship to sheffield, so here i am back in motherland just to study archi. yet sometimes, for just a very minute moment, i dont think im happy.
will it be worthwhile? i dont know, i have no idea - but i dont think the struggle would be long. well, you dont have to be the best to be happy.
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Friday, November 06, 2009
22:11)
just being melancholy.
it's almost 1.30 am now, my autocads are pretty much done and i have no other things to do. so im supposed to be asleep, but apparently im not, cant.
everyth doesnt seem to go the way it should be. talk bout design studio - first this lecturer was rather happy with my design (i mean so am i) and i thought im almost there. then the main lecturer didnt really like it so my interim result kena marked down. how wonderful. and now im still lost and have to redesign when the final is only two weeks away. awesome.
so. what do they really want? i have no idea. and guess i shouldnt be too depressed for that for design is always subjective. alright.
and oh. yea i have a HUGE crush on her. i have even heard bout her flaws. yet it doesnt mean i want anyth more than that. enough stuff to keep me occupied already so not now :D
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
01:35)
a huge crush.
hey ppl. it is almost half of 2nd semester and so far it's been awesome.
am rather laid back this sem though, which i don't think it's a good thing. we have been assigned quite a few unusual (if that's the right word) works and im just too lazy to touch it. few people even CAR ROL - yes there's no spelling error here - have complaint or actually whining bout it already so im not alone. heehee.
well on the other hand im rather proud of myself this sem. but there's still some stuffs i havent sorted out yet. hmmm anyway let's hope that there will be more pics here the next time. everyone prefers pics to words dont they (eg chuinee's blog).
oh - im officially twenty. :(
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Wednesday, September 02, 2009
22:56)
study week.
not assignments, not projects, not designs, not now not here.
here's something i came across at friend's blog.
time to do what i really enjoy, again, i guess. lots of stuff, and her too.
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Friday, June 12, 2009
21:13)
that's a wrap.
im dead bored, that's why im blogging now.
what is wrong with me. im not busy with anything right now and for that im feeling uneasy. guess working nonstop for a few consecutive weeks has made me a workaholic. damn this weird guilty feeling that lingers in you when you are wasting time. gosh, look what archi has done to me.
still still the past few weeks had been real fun (well only if you love archi that much). from the completed-in-72-hours 10 sketches to the amusing garments to exhausting ortho to mind-draining grafted daydreaming spaces i think most of us have had lots of fun (and damn the fucking pain who never fails to co-exist with fun).
sigh. studios now have almost replaced my home - the real one - as my first home. what the hell. :(
oh yeaa - jo, here's pics of my garment as promise.
looks like skin irritation. not?
swimming running badminton futsal guitar reading.
archi has been so time-consuming that i can't really find time for these anymore. i dont wanna spend all my life doing archi, only archi. argh, i guess it's really time to change - stop procrastinating la.
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
21:16)